Stand On The Moonlight

Tonight, the city light was so amazing

i stand on the balcony at my apartment

the streets filled with a lamp of car

and see the crowded people are busy

beautiful night, by the way.

Treet...treett...

i wish that's message from Jack

“i'm here..open the door please”

i moved from the balcony to the door

feeling my heartbeat stopped

i couldn't hide my sweet smile

okay, stop please.

Breathe in and out

“hey, Jack. Come in”

Omg

He was so amazing

a white t-shirt and black jeans

with his blonded hair

the parfum smell so sexy

“sorry, i'm late. So, how's tonight?”

“just relax, Jack. I'll take the wine, want to?”

“okay, with my pleasure”

i walked out to the kitchen

took some wine and several foods

my heartbeat still unstable

what's wrong with me?

"so, what's going on, Dir?"

 i poured the wine and back to the balcony

he follows me,

we stand together and see the citylight

i took a deep breath and

 wish that was the best moment to talk 
"Jack?", i said.

"yes.......?"

where have you been?

i miss you, Jack.

i miss talking to you everyday

i miss how happy i was with you

 

i did a big mistake and i'm so sorry

i know, that sounds bad

but i'm not aware to do that

i want you back,Jack.

i miss the old us even you've someone else

but, you're the only one i need

please, back.

  

said that "you love me like we used to"

"oh.....shit i can't say a word!"

"hmm, how are you?where have you been?",asked me

"you called me to be here just to said that?",said him
".....yes? why?",asked me

"nothing",he pissed off

i want to tell everything about me

no, about us

sorry, Jack. i did it again

 maybe it's not the time

we spent the night just to see the moonlight

enjoyed the night with the cold air

see the crowded people over and over again

made a joke and laughing

i felt the old Jack was back

but, i did not mean this

"i wish he know what i mean and what do i feel"

 until the time was coming

Jack had to leave

i took him to the door

".....Jack?"

he turned back and stand in front of me

".....yes?"

i looked down and.........

he says,"i miss you, Dir"
 he was hugging me tightly

"i miss you even more, Jack"

then,

He gave a kiss on my forehead
"okay, i'm off.bye"

and leave me alone

i turned back to my room

try to keep calm

wish i didn't make a mistakes

treeett....treeett...

".....Jack?"

he texts me,

"hope we'll meet soon,Dear"

Jack's last message makes me so happy
i'm wishing right now...
that's he's the one i will live my life with.

love you, Jack.
always.